Jesus the Bread of Life
I think i just wanna begin with this: "Every encounter with God leaves your life changed forever". Wonderful encounter with God during Heidi Baker's conference in Expo last night. Something just told me that I havta go no matter what when Jeremy told me about it and i'm glad i did. Great worship, sermon and altar call. The presence of God was so strongly manifested that i cant help but be sucked closer to God.
Even though i did not take down any sermon notes, i still remember all of it (almost all at least). I guess this just shows how much impact the sermon had on me. It's about "fresh bread from Heaven." I shan't type the whole thing here cause i already have a revision written in my journal. However i'll be really interested in sharing with the rest of POWER M&M about what was preached.
Tears kept flowing as i just wept and wept non-stop during her prayer. I cant even remember the last time i cried this much. It's been so long since i've been touched by the Holy Spirit in such a way as this. The presence of God was just so overwhelming.
In much of my late 2007 i was dealing with alot of condemnation and held down by issues regarding lust and i just simply don't understand why. But thank God as i learnt what grace truly is, i begin to find myself lifted out of my issues and condemnation. Yes, truly Jesus has given us the victory already and there is surely no defeat that the enemy can put you in. But did i have the faith to believe that? I'd say i have a weaving faith at first but as God spoke to me during the altar call, i felt a sense of super security and fearlessness that i'd ever fall into such defeat again.
Due to the condemnations i felt i thought that i'll never be clean enough to preach the Gospel to the burden of my generation. I began to lose sight of the burden God gave me. Now after weeks of victories, i'm really eager and excited to carry this burden once again. Once again God spoke to me about this and a resounding "GO" was heard. Yes, i want to shout of Your Good News once again to street kids, rejected youths, youths wearing masks, suicidal youths, every youth out there that needs You.
I want to share this bread with all the hungry out there.
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