Rend your hearts not your garments.

Great time at Campus Day of Prayer yesterday. The message by Rev Victor set things at a serious note. "Do you love Jesus?" I'm sure we all do. But what does John 15:10 say? "If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love." Yea we're all good at our outward expressions to God. Raising our hands to worship, dancing to praise, shouting, cheering and all that stuff. But what goes on in our hearts? Let's just say that i'm more determined to have a closer relationship with Jesus after that sermon. I dont wanna be a half-baked Christian anymore.

Well it's quite a nice fellowship and all. I got to come in touch with other God lovers and pray together. Though i felt that prayer times were a lil short. However it's still good to pray with someone you've just met. I was so encouraged by the chinese Christians although they're not really good with english, but they still prayed in such a simplicity that just kinda moved me.

Revival. Revival. Revival. This word keeps coming back to me. Everything i do ever since the Heidi Baker's Conference just gotta relate to revival. I read about revival, i pray about revival, i fast for revival, i think what's gonna happen at a revival. However that still small voice just kept saying revival's gotta start in His children's heart. I'm glad i'm part of that. Theres just so much that God has called us to be as His agents in this dying world. I guess most of the time we've been struggling with ourselves. Issues, sins, pointless discussions, aimless thoughts, disobedience, stubbornness, putting on acts, wearing masks.

Have human weakness and imperfection became a excuse for us? Whenever i speak to people about the wrong things we do, this answer pops up. Didnt God make us to be more than conquerors? Co-heirs of His kingdom, with authority over the evil one? I feel that my heart is in the process of being revived. I'm not gonna let this season pass, are you?