Waves ~

If i were to plot out my spiritual life on a piece of graph paper i guess it will look like a really wavy graph with lots of parabolas. I dont know but i just became so sick and tired of this kind of life. Sometimes i'm so high in praises on mountains speaking with God as if face to face, yet on other days of the week i can fall so deep down right into the valley of death.

Last week was a week where i reached the highest and yet also the lowest. In the beginning of the week i was so high up, never have i felt so broken and on fire and i began pleading to God that His Spirit may manifest in me so strongly. All until Tuesday. As i came before the Lord, i just dont know why i cant feel His presence at all. The next 2 days felt like i was in a spiritual desert, didn't even felt like doing my quiet time and all. It was really the lowest i've ever felt.

Bahh dont feel like describing it anymore but at the very end i just saw myself at the Y junction, the path that leads to the world and the other to God. Friday was a day of reconciliation and i was really glad that i was delivered and put back on the right track =D