Benedict

I've been thinking of a Christian name for my baptism for quite a while now. So i was speaking to God one day in the lift (yes. the lift. as in elevator.) and He said Benedict. I was like huh? i knew there was a word called benediction but didnt know got such a name called Benedict. I didnt know the meaning of the name tho, was thinking in the line of benefits LOL. Well sorta. It means blessed. Since the Lord has spoken then i shall be called Benedict! lol was thinking of calling myself Max or James since they're my favourite childhood names.

Baptism is really coming soon! it's been pushed forward by 1 month! Tho i'm really excited, i'm kinda worried too. By going thru the water baptism means directly going against my parent's wishes. They specifically said that i should never be baptised. However i guess obediance to God shall be put first and i cant wait to die to my old self and be born again! i believe one day my parents will understand because one day they're gonna be saved too.

I finally found the song: "Open the eyes of my heart". Tho its 24 dollars (T_T) for the cd, i guess its really worth it, coz i also managed to find a couple of other songs i'm really fond of in the cd.

Open the eyes of my heart Lord,
Open the eyes of my heart,
I want to see You...