If I Don't Come Back...

Tell my mom i love her hahahahahahahhahaha. That's what those soldiers in movies always say before going off somewhere isn't it?

I've got less than 12 hours left and mmm all i can say is that i'm really excited at what God's gonna do! Ha looking at my 7th Jan post, this trip's gonna be an answered prayer (or rather resolution?) and i'm tremendously grateful for this opportunity. Throughout the months i've seen God's hands at work paving the way for the trip. Gonna list em here:

• Keeping my Industrial Attachment Program's cash intact. (heh. thank God i've got nothing to spend on)
• NS enlistment date falling on September.
• Permission from Dad. ( 180 degrees from an absolute no! Praise God!)
• New Tribes Mission camp, which provoked my thoughts about my life and missions. ( Didn't want to go in the first place but somehow got to go thanks to Deb!)
• Protection from lots of spiritual attacks, haha from driving scares to suicidal thoughts, and whatever.

Yea man! God's been so faithful and I've just got this really awesome encounter last night after being felt led to read Jesus' crucifixion. I just broke down somehow as i confessed my imperfections and unworthiness. Heh and God just showed me this vision of every single imperfection nailed to the cross. Whoa really uplifting and thankful for that.

Now with that said, it's time to go by faith! Faith in that God is gonna do something awesome over there both in the our hearts and others. Do pray for the team if you have got 20 seconds to spare =D